Fairly self-explanatory - some shots from my second roll of successful black and white film. That's about all I guess.
IIIIII'll... post some images of the books I'm making with these shots and a range of other stuff later. As in after I've got my shit together. (You could be waiting a while.)
I've been told I should scrap my current ideas; I've been told that the hourlies are my best option (about 2 minutes after being told they were a waste of my time by the same teacher); I've been told I'm wasting my ability; I've been thrown into the deep end of conceptual and text based art which I've never really considered and know nothing about (and I'm drowning); none of my ideas are worthwhile - they aren't clever enough, they've been done, they aren't what I want to do (and these are all MY conclusions); I've never been 100% happy with anything I've made, ever; I'm beginning to question the point of it all (again); none of it serves a purpose; art is selfish and self-reflexive; I tried to write my thoughts on the topic down just before and I couldn't articulate a word of it; Esteban, Andre and Tom Craine all have valid points, none of which counteract the issues I’m having with the art world; nothing I can do is wrong, and equally isn't right; everything is so obvious; I’m struggling; I’m stalling; I care because it matters; I laugh because it doesn't matter in the slightest; I'm worried... but not really; I’m confused but I understand; I’m lost but I know exactly where I am and where I need to be; I don’t know how to get there and where to turn next; I don’t know what to do, where to start and how; I've been hiding behind the safety of research; I've got nothing to show for my time; mid-semester reviews are this Monday; there's a book on my desk at the VCA right now entitled "ART IS EASY"; SOMETHING'S GOTTA GIVE!
Antonia's birthday. Three day mock camp out at the now empty Richmond warehouse. Celebrations began with coles icecream cake for dinner instead of the previously planned home-made risotto. No one was complaining.
Went a bit overboard with the candles. Six boxes of matches for kindling. This fire was one of those it-seemed-like-a-good-idea-at-the-time scenarios. Right up until day three rolled around and team scrape-all-the-wax-off-the-bricks was formed.
Day two: bath tetris. Windows open, views of the city, music, storms developing and some serious hail. So much fun.
Oh, and there was a bit of baptism as well.
On the second night we painted everyones face a single colour with the acrylic paints I happened to have with me in Richmond. Unfortunately I don't have any photos of us in all our face-painted glory. Just Antonia and Esteban... and a post-peeled Tom Craine. Schade.
My camera is a little bit temperamental at times. On this night the photos went all streaky without any obvious reason.
Esteban took a couple from the last section, and Antonia took a couple from the bath tetris section.